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Pre-Birthday Post

Sunday, November 09, 2008

I dunno how i've been these days, i feel like shutting myself out from everything. Just want to move on with life as it is. Decided not to go through the hoo-ha of celebrating my birthday. But i would want to spend time with people. Birthdays from young was never something we took seriously in my family. It was later in the years as i grew older that i started taking it a bit further by treating my parents or buying them real expensive but useful things. Like handphone or something for the house that my mother has been thinking of getting for ages. That sort of thing if you understand me. My dad never really remembered my birthday and as for my mother she would ask me what do i really want and she will get it for me. But then when the time comes, i would rather she not spend any money. Afterall, she carried me for 9 months+ and i thinking giving me the chance at life was the best gift my mother could have ever given to me.

There are so many things i'm seriously blessed and happy about. Like the friends i met along my nearly 21 year of life so far. The emotions i went through, things i've come to realize and so many more. I'm a very fortunate person and at this point in my life there is nothing more i would really want to ask for. Of course material things aside. But then, if i do not have my family nor friends around me then why would i want so many material things for? I rather die with everyone by my side rather than die with all the riches in the world but without friends.

Okie, i supposed this is getting a bit freaky that it's gonan be my birthay soon and yet i'm talking about death. But i guess right now, if i were to dye i will not be one that goes around screaming to God that there's so many things i have not do yet. I guess i would be sad but i think i can leave a happy person. =) Guess people won't be hearing from me for awhile. I'm always like that right? I appear and disappear so fast i sometimes wonder if i have even been there.

Anyway just want to mention that i'm so glad Obama won and on that note, i wonder if young Singaporeans will know that Yusof Ishak was Singapore's first president and that MM Lee was the one leading Singapore for as long as he's alive. It'll be sad that they would only know that Obama is the President of America. But anyway, Mr Obama would have big shoes to fill and to pull America out of this shabbles they are in right now. Just hope he can do good his words.

Another things if that Joyce is coming back on the 14th Novemeber!!! I'm so happy and i miss her alot. Too bad i won't be in during that weekend. But nonetheless, i will meet up with my two darlings =)

-Sign Off @ 1:37 PM :)