It's the Chinese New year again. Feels weird this round...once again i ponder over family ties. Ever since the loan incident it felt as though a big thing has happened and everyone changed. Saw my nephew after so long and i was so shocked at how different he looked. He is now officially the skinniest person in our family. And he's a guy!! But found out the reason was cause someone had a girlfriend and his girlfriend is skinny and small. It's so cute and sweet!!
Guess i kindda made a few resolutions of my own. Decided that i'm swearing off guys. And no i'm not interested in girls and i definitely will not go for Valerie or any girllfriends. It just that i feel that life is complicated enough and with guys it can only get worst and not better. Maybe it's just a phase i'm going through right now so i'm not swearing it as a forever kind of thing.
Anyway...i feel like i've seen a lot and grown up so much over the years. Sometimes i don't think i'm acting my own age at all. Wondering if i'm growing up too fast. Just praying that i can still enjoy my life without trying to care for people who's supposed to care for me. Worrying about things not in my position to control. Simplistic life is all i ask for. Is it too much?