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Disclaimer-everything i say is based on my personal feelings. Nothing held against any one.

The-Lady

The girl who is so lost without you.
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Desires

..touring the world
..good future
..Time
..More money+shopping
..pleasant ppl surrounding me
..YOU!!

Wishlist

+ Armani Products
+ F.R.I.E.N.D.S Series
+ Meeting up with all my friends
+ An New Laptop
+ Apple Itouch
+ Branded something =)
+ New Canon Camera
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*gurlfwens*
allan
ashley
banleng
baoyi
carlin
constance
cruz
daphne
danson tang
dickson
Elizabeth Bird
Fahrenheit-Arron
Fahrenheit-Calvin
Fahrenheit-Jiro
Fahrenheit-Chun
fredy
gwendelyn
huiting
jasmine
jj lin
jOyce-np
Kelvin
kenneth
K.O3-Benji
K.O3-Xiu
K.O3-George Hu
K.O3-Kristen Ren
K.O3-Chen Nai Long
K.O3-David Lin
lynn
mark
michelle
natalie np
nat
nicholas ZDL
nick
nicx
933peifen
pets cheng
qwendolyn
S.H.E
shuwen
taylor
vera
wendy

Precious days

> Complicated Love
> I don't wanna be tied down
> There goes Joyce
> darling meetup
> Can't think of any tittle for this
> Primary School Gathering @ Vivocity
> Happy New Year - 2009
> Out of Reach
> Mini post
> Farewell Aunty Jenny =~(

Lost Memories

> February 2006
> March 2006
> April 2006
> May 2006
> June 2006
> July 2006
> August 2006
> September 2006
> October 2006
> November 2006
> December 2006
> January 2007
> February 2007
> March 2007
> May 2007
> June 2007
> July 2007
> August 2007
> September 2007
> October 2007
> November 2007
> December 2007
> January 2008
> February 2008
> April 2008
> May 2008
> June 2008
> July 2008
> August 2008
> September 2008
> October 2008
> November 2008
> December 2008
> January 2009
> February 2009
> March 2009
> April 2009
> May 2009
> July 2009
> September 2009
> December 2009

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Life's bleak
Thursday, April 09, 2009

I'm currently at this point where my emotions are running wild. Waking up everyday only reminds me of my current sorry state. I've always hated being not here not there. I need to know. The desperation is so strong that it could result in self-manipulation. That is scary.

I feel like a coward having to wait for things to happen. I said i took actions but it has not been fruitful. People think that i'm sitting back and waiting for things to happen. Very few knew how hard i've worked. The disappointment everytime. The heartache and dejection that overwhelmed me now and then. My dream seems like a faraway thing. Promises made are broken. It's gonna take me a super long time to fully trust someone when he/she says that she can/will do it.

Funny isn't it? Some of us thinks that when we were young, we were so lucky in life. As we grow up, our life starts to suck. But i personally feel that our lives hasn't change at all. The luck part that is. It's just that when we were young, the need wasn't that material. As we grow up, we want so many things that it drove us to do extreme things. Many of us are already very fortunate to have a roof over our head, our parents by our side and food on the table. But we want so much more. It is really worth it? The desire and belief that all the things we want would enrich our life. In death, how much can we bring along with us? Life is so bleak.

-Sign Off @ 7:50 AM :)